HyperPolka

Well here goes nothing.
I've had some critique on some drawings saying that they're too natural - and therefore not sexy.
Funny thing is that I was indeed looking for a natural pose or outcome when I started so the critique made no sense at all in my head.
If the critique was about color, shading, perspective or any shit like that.
But no.
I guess that people aren't supposed to find natural behaviour sexy as well but I won't go on and on about this shit because I'm already feeling awful about even trying to do something different.
I'm not that good at trying things on my on and learning on my own, I haven't got that much opportunities to see and learn art as something that I could profit from and I don't think the guilt sense that comes every time I try to spend some hours practicing will vanish anytime soon. I'd really appreciate some therapy but it's really expensive and I just can't afford it at this moment. I'd really like to be good enough to take commissions and this sort of thing but I just don't have any energy to plan anything like that.
I think I'm having some sort of art block, I try to sketch something but it just end up in the same scenes, poses and etc.
wish I could make things work properly....
sorry about the endless rant, I just needed to put this on words.
If anyone has any tips about this mess they are mostly appreciated, as it is any helpful advice and maybe some compliments or actual critique about what works on what I draw.